Monthly Archives: October 2013
filidh & the dance of sorrow
(Still, when the heart and hand stagnate – I remember a marionette submitting to a cante jondo I know too well – (I sing it even in winter slumber ) I perform the rite In ciphered steps across this unforgiving stage (may angle sar te merel kadi yag) once, I was moved, […]
Party
A crowded room
Everyone sits
Comments on clothes
Wine trickles half willingly […]
My fidelity to perfectionism.
The story lives inside. Perfection. But wrestling writing into the world reminds me of… Every gory one-night stand I’ve ever had. The limp-dicked embarrassment of someone you’ve rubbed your genitals up against who pretends not to know you. The Friday night your mother threw her meal across the dining room table, how it hit the […]
I’ve got a terminal condition. It’s called life.
On his first day off from the ‘farm’, Dawid Sundays sat back in the morning and had a cup of coffee that he brewed on the stove. It was the first time he’d done this – made himself coffee. The wife was at work. His children had abandoned him, and now that his offspring had fled […]
Waiting in Solwezi
It is the second day of October 2013. I am sitting in the passenger seat of the big World Wildlife Fund SUV. I am with the driver. Vincent, Mwiya and the Times of Zambia Ndola Office Journalist are inside the Shoprite store buying provisions for the long journey to Musele. The vehicle windows are down. […]
Thoughts fall like Autumn:
(For JHP) I shake like a leaf holding on to the branch of your tree. The birds sing, and it is not that I cling. I hold. My arms enfold. And it is not that I am you, but that I am with you. And I tremble because this truth is so big and […]